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I guess it's time I run far, far away... (J.B.)
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Kinda BIIIIIG BLAH!!! Started to rain today and the forecast does not give any optimistic words. So prolly we'll be very happy if we had +15 degrees temperature. I mean outside not inside! Cause for now it's like 7 degrees and windy, and the wind is damn icy! Plants are not growing :/ In Poland there are apple trees that are blossoming already...here we have what...A BRANCHES...A NAKED BRANCHES! Though slowly some green starts to appear on the trees. I have a pic even. But then BLAME USA and Global Warming for that weather :/


btw....somehow cannot paste the photo :( so maybe next time I'll try to

Current Location: couch again
Current Mood: a bit
Current Music: silence....trying to enjoy it...actually it may be even fun :x

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Another normal day despite an amount of walking (my ass feels it) which is good of course :D But the other thing. I bought Pepsi recently ( as some of you know I LOVE PEPSI <3 ) but I didn't notice a litte change on the bottle.



It's a geek version! A smiley lovers Pepsi!!!! YAY! Cool stuff :P Even tastes better :P***

Greetings to you all!!

OH!!! AND I'M STILL WAITING FOR WARMTH TO COME....IT'S MAY AND +5 DEGREES OUTSIDE!! o.O

Current Location: couch
Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: Stone Sour - Through Glass

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actually nothing for today...no photos (I'm pathetic I know I'm sorry...or not...wathever) but one actually happy thing. After one weekend in September last year I broke my contacts with one of my friends. I kept silence for so long until now. I phoned her today and we had talk and it was nice to hear from her again. (I think I'm getting old if I do such things ;p) Apart of that stupid strongwind today, that was like nice bright point :>
Alleluja and go forward! xD

Current Location: couch
Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: no headphones - no music ...eeeh

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After a long break I've decided to make some kind of moderations on the page and so it goes now all green (though I don't like this colour). I've also got an idea of making kind of a photo-blog. So now I'll try to update it every or almost everyday with a photo of something more or less important and a shorter or longer note :> Greetings to you all...Hugs! and lot's of love!
S.


bah! I thought it will be gree but it's not...something is broken here! Pathethic thing :/

Current Location: Pori
Current Mood: lazy
Current Music: no music...I broke my headphones...I suck! :/

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...I was someone else than I am. Why? Cause of problems that are like magical, unbreakable chain that ties up me all the time. How it is to come back home after almost half year being away?
But how it is to come back home where your mother has cancer and now she decided she doesn't want to take any medications no longer? How it is to come back home where your mother's husband, your father is coming home drunk day by day while his wife is dying and needs help with everything? How it is to come back to home where 8 years old brother is waiting for your arrival with psychic so damaged by father's every day psychological war?
...

All the tales are told
All the orchids gone
Lost in my own world
Now I care for dead gardens

...

Current Location: Nowa Sarzyna / Poland
Current Mood: ...
Current Music: Nightwish - Dead Gardens

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“07:50 am Helsinki – Vantaa Airport
I’m on my way to Poland. I had to get up at 4:45 to pack the rest of my stuff, eat breakfast and leave with Heikki to the airport in Pori. It was so nice of him that he dropped me to the airport :) So there we set off. Whhhhaaaaa!!! I LOVE FLYING!!! I love when it’s shaking the airplane! :D Dunno why but I just LOVE it! Maybe it releases some adrenaline :P But hmm.. I was wondering what will happen this time. Suddenly pilot said: “We have little technical problem!”
It was shaking then nicely. I had to do some acrobatics with the cup in my hand filled with water to prevent pouring it off. Turbulence was AWESOME! :P And here on the airport the lady was again checking me! HAH!! I love to behave such way to make impression that I want to hide something :P Buahahaha! :D Dunno why but I like it xD And what’s next… I’m sitting now here on the place and have to wait for my flight to Warsaw. While I’m here, I have to listen to Polish people that are sitting and talking near me. Heh! And then at 12:45 pm of Polish time I will enter the bus that will take me almost to my hometown. But it’s still 6 hours journey filed with boredom, studying Finnish, maybe talking to someone and nothing more :/ Blah…Could be filled with nausea as well omg…Hell knows! LOL xD”

Current Location: Nowa Sarzyna/Poland
Current Mood: :)
Current Music: Tomasz Żółtko - Kochaj mnie i dotykaj

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Some time ago, at the end of October I have received a card from my former family living in Mäntsälä. The envelope was looking strange, I mean in the way it wants to say something important about peoples’ lives. I opened it with shaking hands and…
- WHAT?! WOOOOW!!! My hosts got married not telling anyone!
Here I started to run around the house and table in the dining room, swinging the card in my hand and screaming from happiness! Of course first before I confirmed my arrival I had to discuss with my family if they have no plans for that weekend. But it turned out that Jacek will be on a boat then, Sari is going on some kind of a weekend camp for families and due to that Karla will go to the grandparents for this time. So I was officially free to go :) I decided to go there by train as there is now the train station in Mäntsälä. On Friday I had a day off so I decided to sleep longer and go sleep earlier. I wanted to do some more things but actually I’ve spend my whole day hanging around the house in my pyjamas and dressing gown. I wanted to go for a walk, watch a movie and do some wellness stuff to me but the only thing I’ve done was sitting at the computer. Although I’ve adjusted and published some photos on www.saiyanka.deviantart.com site. In the end I went to bed at 1 a.m. and fall asleep somewhere between 3 and 4. I got up on Saturday morning at 8 because my train was leaving from Pori at 10.15 and I had to walk to the station and buy the ticket. I packed my all stuff on the evening but anyway I was in little rush. When I was just about to left from house my telephone rang. That was my boss because he couldn’t reach his wife on the phone. So I started my walk towards the city centre. I didn’t remember where exactly the train station is so I checked map of Pori on the morning, just to be sure if I do thing right. I was wrong and if I don’t check it I wouldn’t get to the place on time. (Thank you my Intuition…I’ll try to listen you more often…like it was this time) So I got there without any problems, bought the ticket that costs 40 EUROS!!! And set out on a journey that leads to Mäntsälä. I had to change local train on to Inter City in Tampere and then in Vantaa – Tikkurila change it for regional train going to Lahti. Therefore in Mäntsälä I was at 14.18. When I was on the station someone said to me „HI!” behind my back. I turn around and who do I see – Marko! An old friend of Kaitsu. The one Kaitsu wanted to hook me up with! LOL! But anyway it was so nice to see him again. Then after a while of waiting on the parking place in milk like mist we’ve met Kaitsu and Matti and they drove us towards Kauklampi. It was so nice to hear them speaking. Somehow at this stage of my Finnish I understand them more comparing to people from Pori area. But I guess that will come with time or maybe even faster, just have to care more about it :D *Ahem* So that was also the moment when I saw autumn on this place for the first time. I was living there during winter, then spring and early summer so now I have seen all 4 seasons. Although I suppose that if I would like to see REAL autumn, I should come there like September or early October. But never mind, coming back to the event. When I entered the house I was under some magical influence. I have no idea what was that but the atmosphere of the place bewitched! Burning candles where everywhere. So I’ve met Mirka and the others inside and just after Marko said his wishes, I said mine [I’m very poor at this things, don’t know how to thank etc…I know that’s kinda pathetic! And pain in my ass!] and gave little gift. I’ve bought a book “Encyclopaedia of Harley Davidson” :D Please…do not ask why such gift :D But anyway, then the family and friends started to gather around, and it started to be more crowded. And really people are like heaters! omg! It was so warm inside! But what to tell an unbelievable thing had happened! I was talking Finnish like ¾ of time I spend there. AMAZING! But that’s not an art to speak language, the tricky thing is to speak and being fully understood. And so I succeed in it! Gotcha! Later then Mirka told me that all of people invited got their invitations in same way I did! :D I mean that no one knew that they got married! And then KABOOOOOM!!! Surprise! An awesome surprise! There was also kinda funny situation in the kitchen. Mirka’s brother Kai was taking coffee from the coffee express when this thing happened. He just overturned one part of the coffee master and whole coffee from the coffee filter was on the floor. So he started to clean up that mess when suddenly his brother Tommi came in and:
T: Mitä sä teet? (What are you doing?)
K: … [forgot what he said in Finnish] (I knocked over the coffee filter.)
T: Miksi?! (Why?!)
I have no idea if that would be funny for you but I was laughing my ass off then. That was gorgeous! Then later we were talking, Kaitsu was showing photos from summer, trip to England and God’s Squad site. A bit later I was watching Saw II with the kids. That was the second time I’ve seen it and it wasn’t scary at all. Somehow even boring. Only I know how I am scared of watching horrors and such movies and my bf he knows that too though he loves this type of the cinema. It’s not that I’m scared of scenes in the movie, but that I will have 1000% more awful and sleepless nights after watching. Only two of my friends know what kind of nightmares they are like. Later in TV was Devil’s Advocate. It’s one of my favs so I had to see it again ^^. After the movie I went asleep. I was sleeping downstairs on the sofa. My night was kind of those in the middle, not bad but not good too. I couldn’t fall asleep for a long time. That was caused probably by late drunk coffee and emotions connected with the trip and the day :) And… Iita was snoring, Iivo sniffed something in the middle of the night so he jumped on the sofa to get to the window. I was on a sofa, so he jumped on me. Luckily he’s a cocker spaniel [fiuuuh]. Then later Mörski came, sit next to my head and put his tail on my face! <3 Lovely rag doll…fortunately he didn’t put his paws there, as my cat does. [She jumps on my head while I’m sleeping! Rotfl!] Then on the morning around 9 am my boss called me…I swear I didn’t drink any alcohol (cause there was no alco on the party) but I was totally half-conscious and brain-dead! And then after the phone call I’ve fall asleep for maybe 20 minutes when Iita came to me and started to nurse on my face! YUK! So no sleep…had to turn on the other side and try to fall again but with no success. So I ended up lying with closed eyes and thinking about many different things. After everybody got up we were watching witch Kaitsu some movies about Choppers and waiting for sauna. [lol never been to sauna on the morning]. The breakfast consisted of coffee and cakes! LOL! And then later came time to leave the place again and set off on a journey back home. My friends were so nice that they dropped me to Riihimäki, so my road was shorter. And again I had to change train in Tampere. The one I was travelling back to Pori was kinda rusty corpse train. It was all way grating, screeching and creaking. I was wondering when it will fall apart and when, but it drove me safely to Pori before driving me mad cause of sounds. Then I stepped in to my bf’s place so I could see Gears of War! THAT GAME ROCKS! Although I hate such kind games, that one made a huge impression on me, not mentioning the graphical side that turns your brain upside down! I wish Dead Rising had such graph, cause it looks like violent The Sims: Zombies in the Mall! Omg! And so the day and evening ended up awesome nice :P
Greetings to all of you and the others too :D
I have to admit that listening to Sinatra’s songs makes my writing easier :D That helps LOL! :D

Current Location: Pori
Current Mood: :P
Current Music: Frank Sinatra

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I think I should write something...maybe today maybe tomorrow...who know's that?! Depends on my evening time and my mood...hmm...we'll see :P

Current Location: Porilandia
Current Mood: ...
Current Music: Anathema - Parisienne Moonlight

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Yesterday I've made a huge shopping. Huge not cause of the number of things I've bought but cause of money I spend. So what did I buy: winterboots, winter ski trousers and a red skirt :) soon pictures :) btw...I've spend like almost 200 euros yesterday :>

Current Location: Porilandia :)
Current Mood: xD
Current Music: Hanoi Rocks - You make the earth move

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The plan for yesterday was to meet with Heikki in the evening, make the pizza, watch Friends and then go to the disco together with Juuso and Mikko. So we did, only the one thing was that we were a bit in rush, which we don't like.But but but. The PIZZA was just MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..... Then we went to pick up some friends of Heikki and drove them to their flats and then we went to pick up Mikko. He's very nice but quiet man and probably scared a bit of talking English. We had some hope also that Krista may come too but she didn't. At Vaakuna we've met Juuso and we hit to the table to feel the atmospheare cause there wasn't many people dancing on the floor. But then later when it started to be more crowde we went dancing. Disco lasted longer cause of time change. But then later we went to the Hesburger on ABC gas station and drove Mikko home. It was bit after 5 am I guess when we arrived to my place of destination we were still sitting in a car and talking. I really enjoy talking with Heikki because I know I can trust him and I know I can talk about the things I wouldn't talk with anyone else :) And that's somewhat very important thing in my friends :P

Current Location: Porilandia :)
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Basshunter - Boten Anna

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